dear Jesus,

The mere fact of dreaming is very important to me. Playing in the woods with fairies has always been more appealing to me then the trends of this world. With that being said, you have brought me up through this life with two souls who love me so very much. You have brought me up to have a child like spirit and I have carried that in my eyes since day one and I always will. Something separates me from other people, I do not conform to the patterns of this world. Life is incredible, an adventure and I must not renounce it without a fight. You do not know what true freedom is until you have lost everything. Somethings are as dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky. When the sun shines, you might not see them but at night they shine so ever bright! When others look at the life I choose to live, they don’t understand. They ask why. There is no use to talking to people who ask why for they don’t know what it is like to seek safety in other people. I used to pray i would find my people. I have traveled around Europe dancing and taking up small contracts. I have slept on couches floors and bunks beds around the world. Families and people who never knew me took me in. I have had people pray with me and show me kindness. A kindness i choose to share myself. These were some of my happiest times. For home to be where ever you lie your head. You taught me this. I did it, I lived and I still do but finally i live without fear. To make my live into a work of art.

You make my life sweet like vanilla is. I prayed I would find my people, finally I did. This place is special. it is where I have learned not to chase but to let the people who line my heart with gold be the wind that make my wings sail.

For happiness is a butterfly.

Day out in Paris

the world is different everyday and in time soon we will not have what we once did….run after the things your desire for they are not here forever. Sacré-Cœur in Montmartre is my favourite place to go. The Basilica was the first monument I saw in Paris with my mom and it is certainly worth visiting as its architecture and its views are brilliant. It is very pretty and quite quiet on a weekday morning. Inside is a beautiful statue of the blessed virgin Mary in a glass case. You can even walk through the crypt below the church.

in an ever changing world we have a never changing God!

Trench coats and butterflies at Sacré-Cœur