Hi!! Oh my goodness..hi! It’s me again, just coming at you with some words:);)
Today I wanted to write a little love letter to you all….just to remind you that you are special and you have worth. Yesterday, I saw my company perform from the audience`s perspective…a place I am usually not viewing from…I was not in one of the runs for this ballet so I decided to go out and watch…a night out, just me..😹 I thought hey it will be fun..I am a person who loves being in a big city all by myself and I don’t have to spend money or go anywhere fancy, I just like to walk and stare at the tall buildings that tower above me…I never really know where I am walking, but I just like to admire the atmosphere around me…it is something I would always love to do with my mummy and daddy. Now the ballet I saw, the main concept…LOVE…..! It was truly beautiful and something I am so happy I saw. The dancing was beautiful and not only that but Orlando ballet had Sisaundra Lewis singing some Whitney Houston….and yo girl loves me some Whitney. Anyways, it was truly special to watch what I feel so blessed to do everyday…dance ballet:);) I thank the Lord I get to express my emotions through something so historic and beautiful. I have been through my share of hard trials and tears. And most of the time, I keep it all inside and draw a smile on my face because to me being sad to me means I am weak. Some days I feel like I am not enough. Recently, God has brought so much love into my life. In fact it has been there all along and me being curious me has decided to find that love. I want to fall deeper in love with my king Jesus Christ because He is the purest form of love there is. Yep, I struggle with perfectionism and the need to please others constanly. I will however not let people use me because of this….too many times people with bad intentions seek out someone with a kind heart, someone who is shy (aka me) and use them to get what they want. I am shy and sometimes people see that as a weakness, almost like leverage to use you to get what they want….because they know you are kind and wont say no. Recently, I have learned to open up about my feelings and I wanted to share this with you. A lot has happened thus year and I would change a thing the good and bad. I say this because what has happened has given me a strength I did not have before. The strength of love…..anytime I have a hardship….my family is always there for me!! My mommy who I admire so much, I talk to her everyday on the phone before ballet because we are the same person and she thinks I am so funny meanwhile people are like, “Kira, you have been on the phone forever!!” hehe…I love my family..my Grammy always cheers me up..my aunt and uncle share my love of tea and England! And going on walks with my daddy always gives me fresh air and smiles!!:) family means everything to me and evermore, I thank the Lord for them. Thanks family for cheering me up.
With this being said, I want to write a love letter for you….
Be kind to yourself, just as you are kind to others. Pleasing someone does not mean you should be killing yourself to do so. I won’t get into it, but I have experienced this a lot recently. You can not fix someone, be kind help and fight your best fight by killing with kindness…a narrsacist is a person who brings people down….you do you and bring people up. Be that person who loves at all costs. Keep smiling love, because your worth every penny..in fact your worth more than all the pennies in the wishing well. The Lord made you with your own individual brightness and not one person can take that…if someone does try to change you…they are only jealous or have some self issues they too are dealing with. Show some love….let’s not focus on what we can’t change…move on and inspire to focus on family, God, and friends…the love that is constant in our lives!!:);)
take care of your self by showing others your humble love that God gave you..I promise it will make you feel better too😇
Oh and by the way my daddy and I went dolphin scouting and saw 10 or 20 swimming in Daytona Beach…beauties😉